| Yes, I'm still here. I'm lost. I dont know my way. It was all going so well. It was going easily. I got cocky. I let fear and doubt creep in again. But I havent run away... I am just trying to grope for a handle on myself and a direction to re-establish my strengths. I had high confidence in getting my car working again, but now I am reaching my budget with some unknowns with my car and I am a little frightened. I had high confidence in getting a really kick-ass job but that has eroded with some time and self-analysis. I had high confidence in finding a special someone to share my life with, but one by one they have dropped out of my life, most without saying goodbye. I'm not looking for the way out, I am looking for the way in. Have you by any chance seen it? --Grue |
